The Adventures of Bubu the Window Licker

Sofie is keeping us running around 12+ hours a day, so we thought we would return the favor and let her run off some energy at the gym. On Saturday we took her to the Little Gym for a class. We had so much fun. She did great. She handled it so much better than our last attempt in November. She seemed more comfortable in her skin. I really think the diet is helping calm her a bit. What is funny is that calming Sofie means helping her run MORE and yell MORE. There was so much congestion in that brilliant brain; I think the diet and therapy techniques are helping clear the fog more and more-every day. Ozzy and I were so happy to see Sofie running around the gym squealing. There were so many kids and Sofie didn't check out. She stayed in the moment. The first 20 minutes of class she was very present and seemed to be loving every second of it. And after the first 20 minutes, those shiny windows were calling to our little mischievous Bubu.

We could tell the chaos of a dozen children running around was getting to her. She was munching and sucking on her fingers, pulling on her ears, and licking the windows. These things she does are so intimate. The cute little blond girl having a tantrum next to us was getting way more attention than our sweet little window licker. Sofie's unique ways of coping are executed with a coolness that her parents certainly never came close to having. I hope she does these things in such a cool manner because she is so comfortable with herself. I never want to think she does it in such a quiet manner because she is trying to hide it. I really believe that little girl KNOWS who she is. She will have such a unique voice- she already does without saying a word. At the end of class, the teacher blew dozens of bubbles and all the other kids were waving their arms in excitement trying to pop as many as their little arms could. And in the middle of that storm of cute little arms was Sofie quietly walking with a smile on her face intently looking at all the bubbles and selecting bubbles one at a time to pop. How did we get so lucky to have such a sweet girl?

On the topic of sweetness, I need to share a story from gym class. Sofie was trying to lick one of the windows AGAIN and Ozzy gently picked her up and said "I know Sweetie, those windows are nice and cold but they aren't ours-so we can't lick them." He said it so naturally. It was the highlight of my weekend. We are doing great and as long as we remember to "live, love and repeat" we are going to grow stronger each day (even on the crappy days).

Love to all of our family and friends, we are the luckiest family in the world.